Vocation.com - Home

Q & A with Father Anthony



   Give the Gift of Discernment

     All Contributions are Tax 

Is married diaconate enough?

Kevin asks:

Dear Fr Anthony,

I am currently a senior in high school and I have felt called by God from events as early as second grade. I am certain of the fact that God has called me to religious life. Now I have the real pressing question... Where? I have a girlfriend for whom I deeply care and am considering married deacon-hood, but would this be enough? I was also considering becoming a Episcopalian priest and then later converting to Catholicism with a wife, but would this be truthful, considering that I would never willingly break myself truly free from the Catholic Church? What about the Byzantines? (I don't understand how it's an "American" tradition for those Catholics to not marry, since most American religious men are Protestants that allow marriage of the ordained.) Complete priesthood involves rejecting so many amoral things in life that it hardly seems like a natural response to God at times. Didn't He instruct the first man and woman to "be fertile and multiply" (Gen 1:28)? I understand that the first priests and bishops denied themselves of this to better devote their time to the Church, but what about Paul's words in 1 Corinth 7:2,9? Wouldn't a wife keep a priest out of trouble and satisfy a basic human need? Also... didn't the first apostles make a conscientious decision to not marry without a written law telling them not to? I understand you lack the authority to change the traditions of the Catholic Church, but what can I do to better understand the reasoning behind this?

Dear Kevin,

Your question is quite exhaustive and touches on a point that is central to understanding the nature of the priesthood. The promise of remaining celibate that a priest makes is not inherent to the priesthood, but it is the way of life that the Church, in its experience over the centuries, has discovered is the most fitting human response to the mystery of the priesthood.

Basically, what you ask, and answer, is: Is there any way around the promise of celibacy? Could you possibly become a priest and be married at the same time? Then you ask if God is not contradicting himself when he tells our first parents to increase and multiply yet tells his priests not to. Or would it be OK to opt for married deaconate instead of the priesthood?

Remember where you are coming from, Kevin. You already have a girl friend and you care for her very much. So celibacy is not an abstraction for you. It would mean giving up a special person you already know, and a way of life that is good and attractive, and a distinct possibility for you. Nevertheless, the impression that God may be calling you to a priest, has been there for some time, even to the degree that you are pretty sure that you have a vocation.

You are right to want to know the reasons for celibacy. There is much at stake.

Remember the story Jesus told about the man who collected pearls? He had a fine collection but one day saw a remarkable pearl that was so beautiful and valuable that it was worth the sum of all he had already collected. He immediately went out and sold all his magnificent collection, so as to be able to buy that one special pearl. It would have been dumb to do so, if the pearl weren't so great. It's the same with the priesthood. Unless you really know the value of this gift to you and the Church, you will not see why you should give up all the other things that look so good to you.

Now, only our faith can help us understand what the priesthood is, and its real value. Only faith can tell us how much Jesus loved us, and give us the desire to love him back as much. Only faith can give us trust, and start out on a journey that seems too long and too harsh, if we don't know who is going to help us along the way.

What do I mean by faith? An abstract idea? No, it is knowing what Christ did for us, and what he continues to do for us. It is knowing that in the Mass you renew the sacrifice he offered on the Cross so that all those present can share in its graces. It is knowing that he is present in the Eucharist for us, to be with us. It is knowing that Christ takes away our sins in Reconciliation and it is knowing that he does all this through the hands of his priest. Love is to give yourself to others, to be always at their service; to want to be available to help, heal them from their sins, give them encouragement and hope, bear their burdens. Love is to spend your life, not centered on yourself, but on someone else. Celibacy makes us able to do this in the extreme.

When you become a priest, Christ takes hold of you in a special way. He has you do his work, but that is never enough. Priesthood is not a career or a job - he draws you ever more to be like him. The priest needs to become identified with Christ, to think, feel and live as he did; to have his same standards and motivations, to become like him, Priest and Victim. And Jesus never married, by choice. So the best way for a priest is Christ's way, by choice.

God wants us to "increase and multiply", but for a priest it is going to be in a spiritual way. A priest is called to give life to souls; to care for them, educate them, protect them, challenge them, at times correct them, give them example, give his life for them, just as Jesus did. When St Paul described his relationship with the Christians in the cities where he preached the Gospel, he called them his "children" that he "brought into life." That is why we call our priests, Father.

Also, one of the major truths that our faith teaches us and we should base our lives and choices on, is that there is an afterlife; that the soul is worth more than the body because it lasts forever. Celibacy in a priest, shows he really believes this and has staked his life on it.
I have only skimmed the surface here, Kevin. You will find more in the encyclical letter written by Pope Paul VI called, "On Priestly Celibacy" (24 June 1967). You will be able to find it at the Vatican website and many Catholic websites will give you the link. You can also look up Pope John Paul's yearly letters to priests, written for every Holy Thursday. You will find them in the same websites and they will tell you a lot about the priesthood.

Be sure of my prayers.

Father Bannon signature
Please click to rate this item:
Average 4.5 out of 5