Petition: Grant me, Lord, the humility to know my vocation and the fidelity to live it always in relationship to you.

  

Gospel passage: Mark 1: 1-8

  

As it is written in Isaiah the prophet: "Behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you; he will prepare your way. A voice of one crying out in the desert: 'Prepare the way of the Lord, make straight his paths.'" John (the) Baptist appeared in the desert proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. People of the whole Judean countryside and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem were going out to him and were being baptized by him in the Jordan River as they acknowledged their sins. John was clothed in camel's hair, with a leather belt around his waist. He fed on locusts and wild honey. And this is what he proclaimed: "One mightier than I is coming after me. I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs of his sandals. I have baptized you with water; he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."

  

Introductory Prayer: Lord, I believe in your call to serve you with all the gifts you have given me. I trust in your grace, that it will carry me beyond the attractions of the world and my own weakness. I love you, for you have taught me with your life how to give and live not just for myself. Help me to humbly open my heart and mind to your message in prayer.

  

1. What made John different? Where do his message and mission come from?

 

How did John come to go against all that was popular and common; to appear in the desert with a radical message of repentance? Only Gods grace can allow any of us to overcome the world and the damage left by original sin. John was set apart from other men from the start, called to be a prophet, a counter-cultural man. Early in his life he became aware of this call, by following and obeying it, he submitting himself in faith to Gods will.

 

I am also called to be counter-cultural. Only those who can stand strong in Gods will and go against the secularism of modern life will be able to change the culture and fulfill Christs mission of evangelization. The rest will only be dragged along by it. What are my desert, camels hair, and locust?

 

2. The Spirit granted him real freedom.

 

Once John responded to his call, God sent him on a mission. But was he free? Or was he simply forced to do Gods bidding?

 

He ended his life faithful to his call to proclaim the truth and urge repentance, even though it was precisely this insistence that cost him his head. In prison there was certainly no personal gain to be had, nor any pressure from his audience or followers. He acted freely, with a freedom far beyond that of those he preached to:

 

John had said to Herod, 'It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife.' Herodias harbored a grudge against him and wanted to kill him but was unable to do so. Herod feared John, knowing him to be a righteous and holy man, and kept him in custody. When he heard him speak he was very much perplexed, yet he liked to listen to him"  (Mark 6:18-20).

 

Who then sounds like the free man in St Marks account? Herodias the one who carries the grudge; or Herod the one who is captivated by the man that he has imprisoned!

 

How did John begin his life? In grace for Gods grace frees us from the slavery of sin. He was not just free, but more importantly he was free to do good, to love God.  Freedom has an object, namely the good that brings us happiness. And that freedom is found only in doing Gods will (cf. Galatians 4:8-9; John 8:31-38 - ...and the truth will make you free... everyone who commits sin is a slave of sin...).

 

Johns freedom also countered his own natural tendencies toward comfort, ease and pleasure. His freedom from these forces comes from the power of grace, the power of virtue and the power of love - all spiritual powers. Do I possess or work for these powers of freedom?

 

3. Humility: a free choice to accept one's mission within Gods plan.

  

Jesus praises John: "But what did you go out to see? A prophet?  Yes, I tell you, and more than a prophet.  This is he of whom it is written, 'Behold, I send my messenger before thy face, who shall make ready thy way before thee.' I say to you, among those born of women there is not a greater prophet than John the Baptist" (Luke 7:26-28). Where did this greatness lie? There are two sides to it.

 

He was faithful to his life-mission. His mission was to prepare the way of the Lord, to be a voice crying in the desert, baptizing, preaching repentance, and opening hearts to believe in Christ. He even prepared disciples like Andrew and John, who would later follow Jesus. His mission reached its climax when he was able to give personal witness to Christ: Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world! (John 1:26); I have seen and have borne witness that this is the Son of God (John 1:34). After baptizing Christ, John was baptized in blood. His final witness confirmed all he had preached, faithful to Christ unto death. All was in reference to Christ, not to himself.

 

He was humble.  All of this fidelity required great humility. He had to deny the suggestions and desires of so many to identify him as the Messiah. They say power corrupts and that popularity goes to your head. That wasn't the case with John. His mission was to be the precursor, the Voice, not the One nor the Word. He knew he was not worthy to even untie his sandal. He had to deny his own vanity and even his own well-earned recognition. No, I am only SENT BEFORE HIM and the FRIEND OF THE BRIDEGROOM. The only honor John sought was to be true to Christ and his mission. And this gave him his greatest joy: This my joy, therefore, is made full. He must increase, but I must decrease" (John 3:29).

 

What a beautiful definition of humility! To be what I am called to be, no more and no less, so that others can truly recognize God. To not try and appropriate what belongs to God; in the end, this is called Glory. To say, "I am just a poor servant. I have done what I was supposed to do.

 

Conversation: Dear Lord, help me to know and identify with my vocation. But I want to live it fully, not half-heartedly, with a clear and unmistakable knowledge and conviction about my mission in life. Never allow me to be dishonest, to glorify myself, or to take short cuts, omitting any part of your will. I want to love you with humility and fidelity, resisting all the distractions and deceptions that try to convince me of who I am, or could be, or should make myself become. I want to live free to be myself, as you define me. May my voice, my life, and my death bring many more souls to you, setting the world ablaze with love for you.

 

Questionnaire:

 

1. Do I recognize all the graces and blessings that God has showered upon me, from even before my birth - family, country, freedoms, natural qualities - and not least, the gift of my baptism?

 

2. Jesus came to me, as with John, early in life and cleansed me, adopted me and called me to inherit his Kingdom. Am I aware of his love and his call to go against the ways of the world and carry his Word?

 

3. Am I in fact free? Do I seek Gods will or my own will? Is my will held captive by my passions, natural tendencies and weaknesses? What binds me?

 

4. Am I content to follow and become that which God calls me to be, without any concern for what others think or say?